Paint all over the place.. splattered all over the walls, messy. I have my great days, mediocre days and just down right awful days.

Mom’s at the doctors… not sure what this appointment is for. I assume her throat ultrasound results and the procedure of her throat surgery, which takes place tomorrow. She’s a wreck and I’m just doing what I can to get her through it. But what do you do when you’re trying to keep your mother from falling apart, while trying to maintain your own sanity? Just hang in there I suppose.

I have to make an appointment for my ear. I’ve been experiencing this weird “whooshing” sound, for over a year now actually… It’s kind of like static or the sound a wave makes when it crashes into something. It’s not continuous, but loud noises (music, if I or someone talks loud, if it’s windy outside, etc.) affect it. I may have tinnitus in my left ear. :(

In three weeks I give my landlord my 30 day notice that I will no longer be occupying the apartment I’m currently living at… and at the end of February I move back home with my parents. I’m hoping this is only temporary while I pay off the remainder of my debts. My roommate is a disgrace.

I just want to be stress and carefree again. Positive vibes.